Today was one of those days! The deep desire to write today rose up and I just couldn’t help myself. I had to say something that would be meaningful! but what!?
Over the past few weeks, I have had intense highs and am dealing with some valley struggles. And yet, I know everything is going to be fine and okay.
It is like God has been whispering into my ear, telling me, “keep going” and “I’m with you” and “I put this in you…go forward.”
And yet, my circumstances sometimes seem to be just as loud as the conversation.
But, perhaps that’s the point. It is the decision to trust God…the decision to step forward…the decision at that break neck moment when the urge to write kicks in but the feeling of utter false failure and humiliation kicks in to try and keep you from being all that you are supposed to be.
Then again, it is the moment that you have the urge to do something that you really, truly enjoy and feel called too, and you make that decision right away to just do it. Why!? Because letting that moment pass my literally mean missing the opportunity to help and bless someone else!
I have people in my life who really trust me, love me and believe in me that helps make it worth while. The people that I am referring to have been my supporters and biggest fans from the beginning. It is all the more a good reason for me to not quite writing and blogging.
Lately, I have really been considering what I need to do to this blog site. The obvious answer is to keep writing. The other obvious answer is to keep writing about the things that I’m passionate about…and…share with all of you.
I think more than half of the reason I actually stopped writing for a period is because I actually forgot to share what was important: My life and how much it has changed because of Faith…people….challenges….from childhood to adulthood.
With that, I am back and ready to put in the extra effort, and, even throw in a couple of sketches here and there.