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Let’s Make Sacrifices

December 25, 2017

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Usually when I talk to my friend and mentor, Gerald, I share certain things I’ve learned from him here. So, here we go!

“The word of the day is ‘Sacrifice,'” he said.

Why? Because all too often we expect a major change with little results. We expect things to happen for us and to change for us without putting forth the effort or making the challenges that are necessary.

I listened intently to the examples Gerald made about sacrificing. He touched on the importance of sacrifice in Old Testament scripture as well as the daily sacrifices we make.

Thing is, we have to choose to make those sacrifices.

We take on the second job so we can make ends meet or save up for the vacation or for the next big project we have up our sleeve.

We stay up that extra hour after our normal bedtime to write or blog or draw that comic strip.

Sacrifice is doing something different TODAY so you can have a different TOMORROW.

Otherwise, everything stays the same.

Now, supposing that you’re unbelievably frustrated and tired and simply bitter and the idea of sacrificing and…dare I say it…sacrificing more, is a bit overwhelming.

I get it.

The conversation between Gerald and I finished with the encouragement to continue sacrificing.

Because the truth is this…you can’t quit before it is time.

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God and I in 2016

December 8, 2016

By and By - Growth in God

In the year 2016 I have seen God allow for doors to open and doors to close. I have experienced deep joy in some parts of my life and periods of deep sadness and disappointment.

Even major bouts of depression, wondering if I should give up on everything…hopes…dreams…goals…everything.

I went back and forth on whether I should’ve done this or that, or, maybe if I had only made this decision or taken this opportunity or gone this or that direction.

Those moments, I was angry…frustrated…lost…confused…hurt…even a little scared. I wanted things to happen in my life that were the complete reverse of what I was seeing. I was told to trust God and keep the faith but was hurting so much inside that I was numb to it.

Even as I write this its…to be honest…really uncomfortable…like “naked in public” type of uncomfortable. But, kind of refreshing at the same time.

Living for Jesus is hard. And yet, I’ll have it no other way.

Jesus freed me from a life where I walked in bitterness and anger towards my own race…towards my own people.

Jesus freed me from a life where I could’ve chosen to live any kind of way…to a life that said that He was all I need.

Jesus is tearing down the walls of my own agenda, making me rethink my life as a whole and totally rewiring my mindset. I

In this, I think of the scripture in Romans about being transformed by the renewing of my mind!

That is happening in a big way and I thank the Lord for every moment that transformation to be in His image is taking place.